Thoughts

I picked up a King magazine the other day to flip through it. I was in walgreens and figured why not. Saw a pictorial of a a very fine female in there. Nice layout and all too. But there was something that caught my eye. Next to one of her pictures she had..."I would date a dude who has a dollar in his pocket and rides a bike"

Motherfucker...do you take me and other men for idiots.

Now I cant say all women, but I will say that the majority of women look for dollars. Plain and simple. Most men look for tits and ass and the potential to get all spit and no hands. But we are up front with it...at least I am. But to say some shit like that, I would have rather preferred her to say "You are cute and all, but I only deal with guys who have Bentley's" That I would have respected a bit more.

I guess the reason I am pissed is beacuse I am that guy with the dollar in his pocket. I dont ride a bike,but I take the bus, but I get no play. I am in school and while not in the best position financially right now, I try to do what I can. I work hard and for the love of god, I wear my pants around my waist. I am a straight up guy, and expect nothing less from anyone.

I know many of the guys know who I am talking about, but if she is reading this, I would like to say

You and other women who say that are full of shit.

Random stuff

Trained legs today and matched my personal record with 245 on the front squat for five reps. Would have went for six, but my knee started going all screwy on me. So I had to axe the pressing. I finsihed up with extensions and hamstring work. Just going a bit easy, when January hits, it is on.

Arnold Classic coming up, and I am looking forward to it. Along with my meet and doing some things on Musclemayhem.com....it should be a busy winter.

Dont ask me where I've been, ask me where I'm going

I'm going to the AAPF Chicago summer bash......

June 27th. 220 class.

Anyway.....I'll be putting shit up along the way. Just finished my semester at Harold Washington College also. Putting one of my classmates through the paces......young grasshopper will be ready for the spring. Note to all you asses that want to get in shape for spring break...you should have already started

Pick your own title

Not sure what to thitle this. So cut this one out, and make up a title for it.

Ho can I ensure success in the things that I do. How can we , indivduals ensure success in the things we do. I really cannot answer that without knowing your situation. But I will say that in mine, I have to stay focuse. I wrote out a series of steps in which I can make myself a bit more productive in the gym, and in class. Surprisingly, it was not much I had to do.

I imagine some of you "social butterflys" dont have a problem(I prefer to call 90% of theses people straphangers) but if you see you have a busy shedule....write your day down on a piece of paper, and you will see that you dont have much. You spend too much time bullshitting.

With that being said, there are some more mental and physical things you can do to improve yourself, which factors into the eqaution of improving yourself, but that is another story.

Borderline Fall

Can you smell it? Ahhh yes, Fall is coming, and in Chicago it menas football season, leaves changing, possible playoffs for the Cubs and Sox, and school. Yes, I have started school and it' a pretty cool enviroment. Sans having no books, but thats okay. I will not strss about it nor will I get angry anymore. I just have to manage.

My training is decent and my diet sucks. I have been giving in to the evil that is white flower. Honey Buns and things of that nature have been ruling my psyche for the past couple of weeks. But my waistline is a bit bigger than what I want, so I am going on a mini-diet. It wont be drastic or any crap like that, just back to baiscs. Protein, clean carbs and healthy fats. Hopefully, I can increase my portions as I go along in this diet. I have to look good because now I have a date where I have to look my best. My High Schools last homecoming.

Anyway, I'll post a workout of two in the near future....probarbly tommarow, but for right now....my London broil calls.

Lift heavy, lift hard, have sex harder......

The world is not perfect.....and it pisses me off

I could go into my entire crappy week, but seeing as that it just makes me angry, I wont even go into the nuts and bolts. Just know that I will be starting school with no books on Monday. Thats right, no books. And with that, I will just have to adapt and overcome. I am more pissed off that I had a faculty that showed their inabailty to get anything done in regards to this situation, and better yet, offer no alternatives. Ugh.

The lines for financial aid was long, and as I look around, I see people who are going into a situation that they feel compelled to go into. Not neccesarily the one that they want to. I hear the smae thing over and over. I want to be a nurse, some other coporate america bullshit ass job, but I hear no one say I am following my dream, or I am letting the wind take me. We have been programmed to be machines in the workforce ladies and gentlemen. Make no mistake about, soo, a 12 hour workday will be the norm, and there is nothing you can do about it, unless you realize that you can put yourself in a situation where you can.

I think my mindset comes in part from I just refuse to live a normal life. It's almost like I want chaos, but I dont. Not sure where that comes from, but I dont push it away.

The return

Useless bitching is now deleted